Friday, November 26, 2010

After Love

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 9:04:00 PM Comments : 0 Labels :
I thought you were my love
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love

I laughed only for you
I lived only for you
I believed in your love and that it was happiness

It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying

You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love

Being loved by one person
Giving love to one person
I foolishly believed that person would be you

It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying

You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love

To say it was love was a lie
Saying that you loved me was a lie
Saying it was eternal was a lie
Left me Only with the words that he’ll come back
Where did he go (We’re falling further apart)
WHere did he go We’re falling further & further apart
I’ll love only you

Just in case you came back, back to me
I can’t love again
Even though you hurt me, and saddened me
I’m waiting only for you

It’s all lies, All lies
Our separation was all a lie
Because you are my love, my all
I’m waiting only for you




Friday, November 19, 2010

first time kena tag

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 12:37:00 AM Comments : 3 Labels :
ok...
ari nie nk jawab tag...
dah bnyk ari...
tpi xde masa...
sorry MJ..
nie saya buat ok...

"Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, fact, habits, or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tagged the person who tagged you. If I tag you, its because I want to know more about you :-D"
(from MJ)

1.Nama penuh saya mungkin dah tahu.. Nama panggilan saya wani atau kak cik wanie... kcik wanie masa sekolah menengah... wanie masa sek rendah & kt ILP...

2. Bahasakan diri sbg wanie x kira ckap dgn sapa pon... kecuali bila ada org kuang ajar ngan saya... ataupon org yg dah lama knal saya ckap aku....

3. addicted giler dgn KOREA.. all about korea... food, drama, song, artist, culture, festival & everything..... lOve korea gila kentang... don't know sejak bila... tpi semkin hari smakin menggila...

4. suka pakai nset slide drpd yg biasa... pernah pkai nset Nokia 3500... now pkai nset sony ericsson G705... after this nk try xperia plak... kihkihkih....

5. x brapa suka pkai heel... tpi minat giler ngan wedges....

6. peminat setia cerita antu korea, jepun & thai... melayu skit2 jer... tpi mang suka tgok cita antu...

7. amek kos sistem komputer waktu blaja tpi work as instalment officer.. bidang yg jauh berbeza...

8. dah ada lesen keta... reti bwak keta manual jer, kete auto x reti... teringin nk pkai kete VIOS

9.ada 1 appa, 1 omma, 1 unnie, 3 adik laki & 1 adik pompuan yg nakal sesangat...

10. suka nakan spagetti.. tpi x brpa reti nk wat... dalam proses blaja buat....

11. belum ada pakwe... maybe bkn masa utk love love lg..masa utk cari duit dlu...

12. ada niat nk sambung blaja.. sebab nk keja gomen... kena da dip baru bley... insyaAllah... pray for me k...

13. x suka kawan yg mkn kawan... kawn yg tikam blakang... sbb dah bnyk kali kena... skang saya takut nk berkawan.. betul2 pilih kawan skang nie...

14. dalam proses mendietkan diri... suka tgok org kurus2...

15. suka bdak2... tmbah2 yg pndai ckap... sweet giler.. tpi x suka yg buas gila2... boleh pergi jauh...

16. seorg yg cakap lepas bila da sesuatu yg saya rasa salah.. member yg dah lama kenal tau pragai saya... maybe sbb tuh saya bnyk musuh... ye ke??? kihkihkih....

17. saya sgt sensitif.. terlalu mudah menangis walaupon kekdg nmpak garang... tmbh2 bila berkaitan ngan family atau kwn...

18. love mathematic subjek so much.... sgt suka.. xtau napa... tpi mang suka... hehehe...

19. ada migrain... tpi x teruk sgt..kna wktu blaja kt ILP...

20. suka tmbah accessories kt phone.. cm h/phone lariat, bling bling cover & mcm2 lah... hihihihi...

21. have 2 real BFF.. ara & arien.. love them so much... always be my side when i really need it... yg len kwn biasa ja...

22. dlm proses nk blajar bhsa korea... skang tahu ckit2 jer.. tngah kenal huruf2 hangul.. sbb nnti saya nk pergi korea.... FLY TO SEOUL...

23. sensitif dengan asap... xley bau langsung... tpi saya suka bau mnyak kete... sedapnyer.... hehehe...

24. suka beli accessories rambut..walaupon kekdg x pkai.. sbb saya pkai tudung.. ada bnyak sepit, cucuk sanggul, getah ikat, cekak.. dan bnyk jugak yg dah ilang... huhuhuhu...

25. paling takut dengan penyakit Kanser... semua kanser...mohon dijauhkan dri sbrg penyakit... amin... lgi takut kanser dri hantu... kalau jmpa hantu plg kuat pon pengsan... kalau jumpa kanser???? pkir-pkirkanlahhhh....

dah abes...
skang nk cari sapa plak utk ditagkan...

SYIKIN
CHE PAH
AISHAH
ATIKAH
KAK HANA
SYUD
KAK CEERA
HUDHUD
KAK SU
AISUMI
IFATASYA
NORRUL
CHOKI CHOKI
IECA
ASMA



Thursday, November 11, 2010

because of you

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 10:49:00 PM Comments : 1 Labels :
I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips

Oh what should I do?
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you
I laughed a lot because of you
I believed in the love because of you
I’ve lost everything because of you

I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard

Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…

My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you?
Can’t live without you

Please come back to me
And stay with me


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

hanya mampu berdoa

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 10:27:00 PM Comments : 0 Labels :
jam dah pkul 9.30 pg...
saya dah tercongok kt meja office...
ingin memulakan keja dgn tenang...
tpi keje masih belum dtg...
so...
apa yg saya wat???
termenung, tongkat dagu & termenung balik...
saya lihat kerenah org...
kdg2 saya hampir ketawa...
kdg2 saya hampir marah...
kdg2 saya hampir sebak...

di dlm office
nun di sana...
faizal, syawal & khairul menolak motor utk dijual....
nun di sana...
k.pah sibuk mengemaskini invois...
nun di sana...
kin sibuk membuat insurans baru...
nun di sana...
manager chooi membaca akhbar utk tahu p'kmbgan dunia...
nun di sana jgk....
mat & hafiz mengservis motor customer....

saya alihkan pandangan ke luar office...
nun disana...
satu keluarga berpimpin tgn masuk kekedai makan...
nun disana...
seorg wanita masuk ke kliknik...
nun disana...
seorg lelaki berpakaian korporat masuk kedlm bank...
nun disana...
sepasang tua dtg membeli motor utk si anak...

tiba-tiba...
suasana berubah...
tiba-tiba...
suasana menjadi pegun...
seorg pakcik rebah di tepi kereta miliknya...
apa dah jadi???
apa dah jadi???
sakit jantung???
sakit hati???
sakit perut???
persoalan berlegar dan terus berlegar...
di hampir setiap akal insan disini...

bagai tersedar dari lena yg pnjg...
semua org bergegas mengangkat pakcik itu...
hospital!!!!!!!!!
hospital!!!!!!!!!
ya...
pastinya hospital tmpt yg dituju....
selpas dimasukkan kdlm kereta...
kereta itu hilang dri pndangan...
mungkin si pmandu asyik berfikir tntg si pakcik...
lantas dipandu terus ke hospital...

suasana yg tdinya sedikit kecoh...
sdh bertukar tenang...
disini...
disana...
pastinya ini menjadi topik utama....

lantas kuberfikir...
apa dah jadi dgn si pakcik???
sudahkah ahli keluarganya tahu???
masih adakah hayat utknya???
saya berdoa semoga pnjg umur...

saya berfikir lg...
masih bnyakkah waktu...
yg saya ada...
utk melihat keamanan ini???
utk melihat kemakmuran ini???
utk melihat kedamaian ini???
saya berdoa dan terus berdoa...
berharap dan terus berharap...
semoga dipanjangkan umur saya..
dan jugak umur dunia ini...
lantas hati ini menjadi sebak...
ingin ditngisi semua ini...
tapi muka ini rasa malu....

akhirnya saya tamatkan menungan saya...
dgn hadirnya seorg customer...
utk membayar motor...
saya mulakan dgn senyuman...
selesai semua...
sekilas saya ternampak jam...
dah 10.00 lebih...
arghhh...
cepat masa berlalu...
saya tenggelam dalam menungan saya....




Tuesday, November 9, 2010

rasa mcm dah lama

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 10:00:00 AM Comments : 0 Labels :
salam semua...
pe yg saya rasa dah lama???
ermmm...
cpat pkir....
sapa btol saya bagi adiah...
1o.................sennnnnn....

hehehe...
saya rasa dah lama x update...
so sorry sgt2...
kpda suma reader(ada ke?)
& suma follower(ada jgak ke?)
saya minta maaf...
saya sibuk smpai x sempat hapdate...
saya baru keje...
dan memerlukan masa untk faham bidang saya...

saya x pernah tahu hal instalment...
& saya terkena culture shock...
saya bnyak kena marah...
kena tegur...
sampai kekadang saya rasa down...
tpi saya kuat smgat...
saya berusaha...
InsyaAllah...
Allah bantu saya...

saya cuba...
utk teruskan keja saya...
mohon dimudahkan segala kerja...
INSYAALLAH...
nnti saya hapdate lain...





Monday, November 8, 2010

A Letter To You

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 9:58:00 PM Comments : 0 Labels :
My Life, It's Like a song
A letter to you, listen, check it!
Underneath the bright sun, the sunlight beams upon
In that sunlight we are able to breath our love together
Your each and every expression of your heart
Gives me a bigger and greater love
You're so beautiful, your beautiful smile
If its not you, I am thirsty for love
If its not you, I am thirsty for happiness
You are so different than anyone else

I suddenly remember the day when we first met
(I was struggling with my life)
I could lean my tired shoulders on you
(I finally felt happiness)
You gave me a place to finally rest behind you
I loved you since the beginning
(I also cant live without you)

If you go, If you leave, I am becoming more like you
And you become more like me, and we are loving each other
If you leave, If you leave, I thank you more
for holding onto me again when I left for a while

My Life, It's Like a Song
A letter to you, listen, check it!
In my heart, love does not cool down
As time passes, it comes up even hotter
Its possible only because of you
My precious love, I've fallen in love
Your smie and your eyes
Your hands that warmly embraced my back
Because I love you, with an unchanging truth,
I pray tonight of course for you

I couldn't give you anything
(I will pray for you)
But I am breathing by your side again
(I will live for you)
Thats all my love is but it makes you smile
And it makes me love you even more
(You and me we are forever one)

If you go, If you leave I am becoming more like you
And you become more like me, and we are loving each other
If you go, If you leave, to you who's held me again when I left for a while,
A little bit closer I whisper to you, I love you
(Im so happy with just you)
Just can with you~ ooh~~

Throughout a long period of time,
we need to be honest for each other
I only love you, will you trust me?
I will forever protect you
Throughout a long period of time,
we need to be honest for each other
I only love you, will you trust me?
I will forever protect you

If you go, If you leave, Now I know,
I know myself and that I will only look to you
If you go, If you leave, I will hide behind you
And with your white eyes I'll love you






Wednesday, November 3, 2010

banjir

Author : Hazwani Hassan Time : 11:56:00 AM Comments : 0 Labels :
salam semua...
maaf lama x update...
de berita terkini...
pe???
skang suma org ngah ckap 1 thing..
BANJIRRRRR...

owh tidak...
tmpat kami dah dilanda banjir..
maybe lg teruk dari taon 2005...
saya dah 2 hari x gi keje..
bkn sbb office saya air masuk...
tpi sbb jalan nk gi office xde...
suma dah ttup coz air naik....

skang kena alert...
takut umah saya pon nek air...
air makin nek...
sbb dkt selatan THAI pon bnjir...
air mula msuk MALAYSIA...

sekolah lama saya...
S.M.K. jitra...
ditenggelami air gak...
hapus terus pagar depan...
sedih tgok skolah saya...
huhuhu...
semua kuasa Allah...
xde sapa bley halang...

doakan semoga banjir ini surut...
doakan semua org de tmpat berlindung...
INSYAALLAH....